The sadness can be overwhelming at times.

Something I did, said, thought caused this all to happen.

Regret is a rewind button I can’t seem to switch off,

Although now it all seems so unavoidable.

 

People recover, change, morph into something else.

Go down spiritual backwaters and find their way out,

Sometimes.

It is sad to watch this series; I wish I could switch it off.

 

Unlike my latest binge watching on Netflix or Amazon,

I might have to wait to see how it ends,

And then I will return to the present,

Letting God guide me to an ending He tugs me toward.

 

Not my own dead end.